Starting today, I am just jumping in. There is no where to run, no where to hide. I have to believe that what I am put here to do is right around the corner. So many choices, but which one do I want. I don’t know. I am so confused and I know something is just going to jump out at me. And say – “here I am, take me”. But I also know that I have to work for whatever it is that I am searching for. I know that once I get there I will be the best damn contributor to the company. But I have to get there.
Or do I have to get there. Maybe this little slump I am in means that I am supposed to start my own business. Where I get to make the difference in someones life. Where I get to call the shots on a daily basis. Where the only standard I have to live up to is mine. And the person that I have to work hard for is ME.
Starting today, I am putting pen to paper. Action to thought. Striking my motivation – not stopping until I start. And not stopping until I do something that is going to make a difference. See. There it is. The last final solid words of commitment. No more dragging my feet. No more analysis paralysis. No more freaking anxiety. If someone is going to make a difference it’s ME.
I’m ready to make things happen. Just you wait and see.
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